Cutting free: 15 days
Self harm free: 135 days
Purging free: 0 days
Sitting at my loves house while he ist sleeping. On weekend we are going to my house and he gets to know my friends. I’m a little bit scared he won’t like them. But anyways they are my friends and I like them and that’s the most important thing.
Struggling so much, I hate myself, my body and just everything. I don’t know what’s wrong. Gained all the weight again I lost the last weeks and I’m super scared I’m getting bigger and bigger. I just can’t do this anymore I hate hate hate it.
Wrote Sophie today. We has a small fight because I didn’t message her lately. I’m sorry for that and Sophie if you’re reading this, I’m really sorry, hope you’ll answer.